December 2010
Dear Dreams,
I am determined to stay motivated and focused and I will achieve you all.
Dear Morgie,
I love you. It brilliant watching you grow up into such an amazing beautiful independent soul. We’ve grown from you stealing all my clothes to the reverse. you now dress better than me, look better than me, and are far more independent that I am I even though you are three years younger. I know I don’t ever tell you this but I envy you. You don’t have heartbreak and you...
Dear Mama & Papa,
I love how close we are now. we used to scream and hate each other but now being home is my favorite place in the world. You are both such brilliant amazing diligant souls. God shines through you so much. I am often inspired by your work ethic and appreciate the vulnerability that ive seen so much in the past few years. I know I’ve been difficult, but I’m making it worth your while. I...
Dear Crush,
I dont think that you exist right now. I want you too. But the one crush I had recently has found a lovely girlfriend and is living in boston with her. I was pretty upset. But it was nothing substantial yet so it doesn’t really matter. When you do happen. I hope its instantaneous. and crazy. enough of this half hearted “maybe”shit. I want our chemistry to radiate throughout the...
so we had this great idea.
that we were going to be friends.
because its all i ever needed right now.
and being friends. with you.
meant everything in the world.
but we arent friends. I dont even know what you do with your days.
and you dont even know how much time I spend with you on my mind.
I miss you. Please be in my life.
I dont give two shits if you have a girlfriend that you live with.
and all you want to...
November 2010
Thirty days of letters:1
To my best friend: I don even know where to begin with you. and i am eternally greatful for your pressence still in my life. Its amazing how such a strong friendship blossomed seemingly overnight. and now i cant remember my life without you. You are already doing so much and have always been wise beyond your years. I love how easy and real everything is with you. I love how i can make you drive me...
I knew it had to happen soon, just sucks it had to...
the last time I was in love, was and still is nearly impossible to get over.
and I think it will be that way until I can find that person who makes me feel like he did.
yet I know I need to be happy and confident alone to be happy and healthy in a relationship.
so for now im doing that.
and I swear its impossible to feel what I used to.
or even have a significant crush.
and of course, when I...
